Inwardly /(?)/

In·ward·ly

Inwardly

adv.
  1. In the inner parts; internally.
    Let Benedick, like covered fire, Consume away in sighs, waste inwardly.
  2. Toward the center; inward; as, to curve inwardly.
  3. In the heart or mind; mentally; privately; secretly; as, he inwardly repines.
  4. Intimately; thoroughly. [Obs.]
    I shall desire to know him more inwardly.